I feel very upset. Sincerely upset that I just broke down. Why is it wrong to ever try and be a nice person? Why is it wrong to do things with my heart? Why must I be hurt? Time and again. Why do people still expect me to not protect myself and expose myself in danger of getting hurt again. This is so unfair. I feel so tired. Why is everything so cocked up? Why?

In the 21st century, the good is treated as evil and vice versa. What is this? What is this? I dunno why can't we just be ourselves and treat others with all our hearts. What is this?

I'm very very upset. I'll just keep crying until one day I've got no more tears.






Sometimes, I wish they would regret. I wanna be vindicated still.