I'm reading this book from malachy mcCourt. He said that he took very very long to learn that it is hard to forgive others and let things go because before that, you have to forgive yourself. Till now I don't understand what he meant by that. I dun reckon I will know this in near future as he took almost a lifetime to learn. It must be really hard. I just now that right now, I can't be like him. I dun understand. N I'm not close to understanding.

For now, I dun wanna know.

N I dun understand why should I be involved in stuffs I already showed signs of redrawal.

I've learnt about rights before I turn 18.

Now that I'm 18, I'm going to show how I will make full use of rights.